hi, i'm still alive.

IT IS OVER. i'm happier than happy. ecstatic isn't even the word. you could call it a happy delirium or something. whatever. i'll come up with a name for it somehow.

oh, i know.

its very much like how you need to pee yet you can't find a clean enough place to do it. then, by the grace of god, you receive the power to teleport and walaaah! you end up at one of Changi Airport's toilets.

Yes. imagine that ecstacy. and relief. i call it the shititsover feeling. pronounced as shee-tits-oh-va. heh heh.

but, seriously. year 2's almost over and i'm glad it is. you see the uglier(and lazier) side of people. then again, i saw the uglier side of me too. at least she's prettier than your ugly side.

and i'm kinda glad things turn out the way they did. minus the fact that i'd like to wring the necks of some pseudo headless chickens who claim they're swarmed with work when, really, i think all they do is spend the whole week being emo and worshiping a life-sized poster of minnie mouse.

shorty managed to settle the never-ending pishmish today and i'm glad she is the way she is even if some are not. she's tolerated my haphazard way of doing things (even adopting some of them). she's seen me through my fuck-ups and let-downs. she's covered my ass on certain occasions (and taught me how to cover hers).

oh oh and mum can finally sms me looong grandmother smses in 5minutes flat. and she has this weird thing with smileys. she puts about five smileys in a row. all with different expression. something like this :) :P :( :\ damn funny lah.

shit i think i'm happy. not good ah. to balance out the huge surge of endorphins, i'll go into depressed mode tomorrow. my system's that retarded.

oh yeah. and i no longer have a secret crush on benny the Nepalese artist-waiter with a sexy voice. HE GOT BO LAH. wahlau wahlau wahlau. benny is smelly.