it cannot not end

rotting was never a positive activity (ok, fine, inactivity) and i'd better do something before lard settles at my bottom.

finally decided to sit down and tinker with fruitloops studio demo version. cheated a bit by playing samples and then working backwards, opening up the channels and looking at the settings. quite fun but i got bored. its just out of interest lah, the whole, if they can do it, why can't i. i reckon i could do it if i had enough interest, had someone explain the jargon and crap and if i spent lesser time watching supernatural-themed animes. haaahahaha. i know. i know. but its not unlike me. i've always found hantus, demons and vampires fascinating. i know its not true. ok, i hope they're not true. but i just like lah cannot issit.

i found out the designers taking part in the 4th season of project runway, out of curiosity. i thought the 3rd season was the best and most distinct, in terms of personality and taste. i'm not expecting much from season 4 cos most of them are experienced and the youngest, christian, 21, already showed off a small collection during london fashion week. macam no underdog to root for lah.

but that's it. i'm trying real hard to finish up this project i started myself few weeks back. but i somehow end up procrastinating and changing my ideas. i need to focus.

focusing as of.... now.

probably.