the sun finally came out today. after 3 rainy, cold days. i know i love rain. but i couldn't enjoy the full extent of it because i was a walking glob of mucus AND because we had deadlines to tackle which, in the end, got extended but that's a boring story no one should be forced to listen to.
2 weeks of intensive research on britney spears is enough to hypnotise you. sad to say, i not only feel sorry for her, but i feel compelled to buy her 'Blackout' album. that's right. besides, her songs quite catchy lah even if its not as thought-provoking and brilliant as Tool's.
but i'm scared. one cannot be a britney fan and a tool fan at the same time. it defies logic. it defies the very rules the world unwittingly abides by. and i feel as if i've betrayed my Maynard. i have this constant image of a crouching him, drenched in blue paint, staring me down *shivers*
then again. i'm not her fan by default. i'm her pity fan. a PFAN, pronounced as PAN, as in 'bread' in japanese.
so, anyway the sun came out today and with it, hope and joy and a bunch of other things. like butterflies.
i wore yellow, whether you care or not, because i was happy. and i bumped into christiana and we shared the same bus ride! oh, sheer joy. as if my day couldn't get any better, my throat stopped hurting and my widdle head cleared! check out all the exclamations i've put in!!!!!! isn't it great?! i honestly feel like an exclamation mark!!! all excited and confident and happy and free-spirited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, maybe i was annoyed. but for 5 minutes, tops! and i got what i wanted in the end. subtle victory, even if it was subjective. i feel so proud and accomplished!!!!!!!!
mum force-fed me this blue-topped pill which i call vaginagra. it looks like placebo viagra ah seriously but works wonders for headaches and it makes you happy!!!!!!!
sigh.
borrowed energy is one thing. but borrowed endorphins? i stoop that low.
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